Depression Hurts.

Okay, so you guys are going to think I'm totally lame. But, I started off this semester with depression. I had no idea. I had trouble sleeping, haven't been as social, have been feeling anxious, guilty, and worried. This should be an amazing semester. I have incredible friends, a new found love(harmonica), and an awesome schedule. Did I mention that my resolution from last semester has been put into action? I found the root cause to my depression. It was a side effect from allergy pills. I'd rather let my sinuses suffer and be back to my laid back optimistic self. I noticed it getting really bad last night when I ran out on a date and then today when I was paranoid in my classes. I could hardly take notes. Now I'm trying to boost my seratonin. Listening to music, cleaning, blogging, and maybe I'll get some chocolate. I just talked to my mom. Nothing is more comforting than her voice. I also emailed my Dad who is in Iraq twice. Not updating him eats me alive.