Friday, October 5, 2007

A Blog A Day.

From this day forward I promise to write a blog everyday. Even if there isn't much to write about. I want to do something everyday other that eating or sleeping. I want to have the need to write. Even if it is garbage or nonsense. Someone might be interested. I talked to Duane Keiser this morning who did "A Painting A Day" for about a year and a half. It was something he needed to do. Like eating. I need something to do too. That is writing. I should probably just stay away from the news writing world. That wasn't good. My life really isn't too fascinating. Even though, these years are supposed to be "the best years" of my life. I do admit that college has been way better than high school. I didn't do anything in high school. I think that's part of the reason why I'm doing things now. It also gives me pride in my school. I used to not care. But, now I want to make sure our football team is winning and that the students are happy. Right now, I'm at the point where I want a relationship. I didn't have a high school sweetheart, go to prom, or meet someone in school yet. I mean I have met people and I have dated. But, none of them made me want to stay. I've been notorious for dumping every guy after 2 weeks. Well, one cheated. But still. I would like to break the cycle and know what it is like to have a real relationship with someone. I met one person and we had an amazing kiss, but he decided to get a girlfriend the day after. What the hell? Then another guy I liked asked me out, stood me up, and didn't call me back. That was ridiculous. I hope things get better. I used the bathroom in the library and there were all these different explanations of what love is. I've never been in love, so I had nothing to write. I just read them. What I learned was... you cannot have love without trust. Love is real. Love is patient. Love is kind. Love is a lot of things. I hope they don't ever paint over it and it becomes a mural. I really need to find something to do tonight. I like how I am slowly pouring my soul into this blog. I hope I can do this everyday.

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