Sleep Deprivation Leads to...

In my first adult tantrum I kind of broke my phone and my hand. I had already talked to my roommate about how I don't want to sleep with the tv on and she seemed to have understood. She still turns in on after I fall asleep. Wtf?? That is the worse time. Ruin the whole point of me sleeping early just to take away hours. I turned it off. But an hour and a half later she turned it back on. Goodness. Once she left the room I knew there was no going back. I tried to achieve 9 hours last night and only received 5. I lost my shit at 7 in the morning. I don't even know how my hand got fractured. I was like an angry zombie. I went incredible hulk on my side of the room. My phone screen is smashed and I lost the battery. I don't even care about anything anymore. Just getting sleep and I can't even get that. I'm talking the the RHD again. I am broken and defeated inside. I really need some rest. I don't even have strep anymore and I still feel awful.

No Dating.

So I decided that I don't want to date at all for a while. And I really want to stop dating guys my age. They are so immature. I can't deal with it. Not all are, but most. I'm not even the kind of girl that always needs to be with someone. I have my friends and my own life. I also think it's annoying when some of my guy friends start dating and write me off because they "might get tempted". Then you obviously aren't dating the right person and you don't know me that well. If I know someone has a girlfriend and they tried to make a move I'd bust them in the face. I don't want to date anyone unnless I really really liked them. Because then it would be dumb not to. I'm also tired of people thinking I wrote them off for another guy. Maybe you're just boring. Did you ever think of that? Because I'm definatley not seeing or talking to anyone. If I ever wanted to I could. I'm single and I run my own life. But, seriously... I don't play those kind of games. and guys... grow up!