Sunday, April 27, 2008

Finals...

I have three tomorrow, my last one Wednesday, and had two on Friday. I've been drowning in tests and bubble sheets. I had insomnia last night and did nothing. I took a sleeping pill, and promised my self that I wouldn't take a three hour nap today. It kind of sucks that the semester is over. Yeah, I'll be back in the fall. But, some of the friends I have now won't be back in the fall. I also feel like I've wasted a lot of my time thinking I wanted to be a comm major. I would probably have a better GPA this semester if i didn't take broadcast ops. That class was a rude awakening that I guess I needed in order to get out. Next semester I have 2 studio art classes. That should be fun. I hope all my aspirations that come with being an art major can happen. If it doesn't I'll be kind of screwed and poor. I don't want to be an art teacher. I hate explaining things. It also doesn't pay enough. Kids are also evil in groups. All ages too, even high school. I'd rather invest money in an art studio in a big city and risk it all. I know I'm not going to regurgitate styles from Picasso or Van Gogh. I'm going to have my own. So, it should be worth something. I also want to work in several different medias. I need to study for finals first...

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Changing Majors.

Mass Communications hasn't been working for me. It isn't fun for me and it just makes me miserable. I don't really care for it anymore. the idea of getting up every morning before the sun does to make bank just sounds depressing. So I'm changing to Art? Why Art? I have an appreciation for it and have the mind for it. I spent most of high school doodling over my notes and had some of the better pieces in my art classes. I just never saw the occupation as being practical? But, now I don't care. I just want to do something that will make me happy. Having an art studio in the basement of my house to work in will make me happy. I just want to make something beautiful instead of feeding people canned journalism. The whole senate thing doesn't seem like fun either. It's not going to be like SGA was. I'm also totally going to Georgia after next year. I need to start looking at schools.